Charisma Dawn (Yeah that's me) - A Daily Dose of ?

Friday, November 13, 2015

What Dreams May Come...

     It's really hard to believe that time flows so quickly.
What we know now, 20 years later, doesn't help to change anything.

     Have we made the same mistakes as our parents, or have we been a little wiser?
I certainly feel as though some things are or were generational just because the lack of knowledge. 

     A letter to the universe... tried that.  Forgiveness is divine but then out of the blue something hits you upside your head.  Why didn't I?  What stopped me?  Was it fate?  For whatever reason, that boat has sailed and there is no fixing it.

    You watch the world through diamond eyes, holding on to whatever light you can find. The darkness is devouring... Parts of yourself fleeing, just to withstand the turmoil.

    You turn to anything to numb the pain... To forget to feel... To forget the knowledge... There isn't any way to place any blame, other than on self.  You knew better.

Never ignore you first feeling, instinct... Never.