Well hell, I really just did absolutely a whole lot of nothing today ;(. Lol. I aspired to do an entire list and had good intentions... ugh... but I am tired... exhausted and well I needed a nothing kind of day. So I took it...
I answered emails, started laundry, made some phone calls... and well made another list! HA! It will start tomorrow.
My morning started off with a discussion and I think I am okay. For the most part, yes we are all human and we all make mistakes but if you continue making the same ones over and over - expecting different results? Insanity. Well one more time.. it really is just this simple. If you want to be with someone then go be with that someone, just leave everyone else out of it. If there is more than two in a couple - what happens? Someone gets hurt - or you all get hurt. *shrugs* seems simple enough to me. If you are in a relationship and you are not concentrating on that one other person then how do you think the actual relationship will fare? Well, I can tell you - it won't. It will be over before you have a chance to explore and find out what it is exactly. Two people. That's a relationship. Any more than that then you have fuckin' chaos. I. Don't. Do. Chaos. As I have said, I am a simple person. I ask three things - love, honesty, and faithfulness. Period. Honesty and trust are too valuable, if you lose those then what is left?
That is something to ponder... put your heart out there and get it trampled over and over and it leaves you sour. Put your trust out there and have it taken advantage of - well that's another sour taste all in itself. So trust yourself and before you say goodbye - do what exactly? Give it another shot? When do you actually stop believing people have the ability to change? SEE - I believe ANYONE CAN CHANGE... they just have to have the WANT, the DESIRE, and the COURAGE to do so. I DO NOT BELIEVE that anyone is a product of their environment or the way they were raised unless they CHOOSE to be. Maybe I am just too soft. Or believe that love conquers all.. let's hope this shit doesn't conquer me.
Til next time,
Catch you all on the flip side. ;)
Love & Light!! xoxox
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Charisma Dawn (Yeah that's me) - A Daily Dose of ?
