Love, honesty, faithfulness...

Those three things seem like allusive traits in this world we live in.  I have them and I trust in myself for everything, well almost...  One thing I need to learn to do is listen.  The inner voice or instincts that hit you in the stomach... those things... I tend to ignore the cold, hard truths... but no matter what if you ask for answers from the divine, you will get them whether you like it or not. 

Truth is: I would much rather anyone hurt me with the truth then try to keep me with a lie.  Let's me know that I don't mean all that much.  If you love someone, want to keep someone, or to end something - the truth is always the way to live.  If you are lying to everyone then obviously you are lying to yourself.   Accept who you are and what you are... try looking in the mirror and speaking the truth...  Why continue to play games and hurt people?  The only one who is going to hurt in the end?  Is yourself.  You will have lost any chance at happiness and any chance of redemption, if you keep doing what you always have done.  You want change - then do it and be a big enough person to accept the consequences. 

Gods and Goddesses know that I have.  I accept that I was just for the moment, a means to something that was needed.  Let's hope this opportunity I gave to change your status is taken serious and I am  not paying again.  Trust is something earned, and right now...  I have no trust in the situation.  I have not been given a single reason to believe anything that is said...  actions... those are worth their weight in gold... so I want to see...  not hear it... yeah that falls upon deaf ears...


Silence is deafening...

Riddles, yeah I know you all are like huh?  Well this is an online journal after all and I won't name any names.  I do have class...  this time you will have to step up to my level. 

Catch me later, ya'll.  Turns out the trip to Kentucky had to be put off this weekend.  My Mom was not well this morning.  Her asthma and COPD were flaring red.  So we stay home... 

Love & light beautiful ones,
~ V ~